January 2010
95 posts
best week ever
Concert Concerts Concerts
Moshing Moshing Moshing
Screaming Screaming Screaming
They make me smile
Best week ever
Tuesday - never shout never viewing and show
Christofer drew has two of my bracelets and i got a hug.
And i met hella people and a good talk with him and many hugs
Wednesday - AFI
had a blast i got hella far up to the stage as much as possible i seriously had to fight this one...
hmm
girls get on my nerves
and so do little kids
alot
and i like kids usually
P.P.S
hurting.
More angry then ever.
I wanna hit you.
Maybe i can knock some sense back into you.
If there ever was any.
Without you realizing it thats what james did to you everytime you came home.
There was always a fight.
Always having to stand in the middle of you two dodging the punches.
Screaming and cryin for you two to shut the fuck up.
I don’t know if i should feel betrayed.
Or...
Dear Justin
Thanks for leaving me. I ran to you with tears falling from my eyes. Begging you to stay one more day with me. But you left with tthe bitch by your side. And you didn’t even say good-bye. Ignoring it for so long the pain is seeping out from the bottom of my soul. I burried it down so far. I usually only cried when i jumped in your arms. Usually i only cried cause i was scared of you...
“Climb trees…go out on a limb
To find me…forget about him
Forget...”
– sage francis - climb trees
“It’s not where you’re from, not where you’re at
It’s...”
– sage francis - runaways
I kinda wish
I went to see my brother.
Even though we fight
We’ll never loose the love we have for eachother.
And i know i hurt him more but not showing up.
I hate this.
“It’s hopelessness holding this openess to blow a kiss
So close your lips...”
– sage fracis - hopeless
“Humanity is gone, smoked up in a gravity bong
by a democrat republican Cheech...”
– immortal technique
WHAT HAPPENED TO THE POPULAR BUTTON?!!?!
(via estephbehind)
Something broken.Something Shattered. Something...
so lately my mom and dad have been on my mind.
It hurts to remember everything that happened and what was said
Seeing it like red paint splatter against black walls.
The words that fell out of my lips.
The hate that tore us apart.
And now the wounds that hold us together so tight.
I remember when in my eyes you were a monster.
And now i fall to my knees in remembrance.
So many things...
What scares me the most
Is over time
The three of us
Are more seperate then ever
What happened.
All i wanted tonight
Was to hang out
Eat dinner
Watch a movie
And we get in a stupid fight
And you leave.
I hate fighitng with my brother.
60 truths that no one knows about me
Im not as strong as most people see me as
Every little thing hurts me but i just know how to ignore it
Most of the time im really lonely
I wish someone would just hold me and tell me ill be ok
I can’t take my own advise
Im a broken record.
I can never rly control myself
I always want attention
My hearts never completely fixed
I feel trapped
I can be really fake
I want to leave...
“You can’t always sit in your corner of the forest and wait for people to come to...”
– Winnie the Pooh (via jayalzacee)
THE BURIED LIFE
tonight at 10 i cant wait!!!!!
poem for my friends
Today was great
times are good
just the way i think they should
i love my friends
even when in trouble
they always got me back
and are there when i need a cuddle
They make my laugh they make me cry
we even have good times when were high.
i love you danii
i love you becky
i love you brandyn
and everyone between
your guys are the ones i know i really need
“you cant change the cards you are delt, just how you play the hand”
– (via juggalopoe)
britterrs:
fuckyeahsweetmusic:
Heads Will...
He always hurts my feelings
Now i remember why i left you alone.
Tattoo
I think i want a humming bird
One because my mom loves them. And two for what the sybolize
I think i want this on my back
No more food!
Ive been eating waaay to fucking much
And no its all catching up on me
My stomach feels so gross i can’t even sleep
It making me want to cry
fuck food
Ill be working out tomorrow
I know I don't have the prettiest face for you to...
britterrs:
jillieeebaby:
jmizpayo:
(via itsznancy)
my 300th liked post.