February 2011
71 posts
“Darlin don’t forget there is sweetness after hurt”
what tonight will consist of.
putting new pictures on my walls
rocking out to taylor momsen
rocking out period.
figure out a make up look for valentines day
cupcakes.
being in a shirt and panties
Welcome home me:)
January 2011
111 posts
I am loved
easilyamused23:
Sia - Be good to me.
He says,...
reblog if you still pretend you're a mermaid when...
xoxowildchild:
Secretly..very secretly hahahahaah
how dare sami make ron cry
most emotional episode of jersey shore to me well the last two episodes ive seen lately.
i love jwow
oh jersey shore im so addicted
Got the cutest most cutest little red drress two flowery corsets a pair of white ripped jeans and a cute stripped flowy shirt with a lil grey cardigan then this week ima get a new bra wit my mom at victorias ima look bangin on vday
my mom doesnt truely understand why im so stressed out about the 8th
(the meeting with my dad and everything)
what i have to do is tell the court everything hes done do me and the things ive witnessed.
she told me that its not just to slam him and make sure he wont take me away but its to finally put it in his face and see if hes man enough to admit and apologize to us.
its to finally take...
so the plans today didnt even happen
i couldnt make it to class
and i found out the appointment was for my mom not me.
soo.
i went to bullard and seriously no one was really there.
hung out with kelsy
and im more anxious then ever to get to rickies.
today ive just been watching the clock waiting for the day to pass till tonight so i can go to sleep with my baby.
i miss him soo much and i...
shopping list
atleast two new bras from victorias secret (sexy, lacey, push up,valentine themed
one more pair of sexy panties
forever 21(sexy/cute) tops+cardigans
wetseal(corsets, dressy, eligant tops)
anchorblue new jeans (skinny,slim boot, or superskinny) they have to fit perfectly!)
watching skins for the first time tonight
Over-thinking ruins you. Ruins the situation,...
for once in a while i feel somewhat functional.
i feel undercontrol
i feel comfortable and happy.
but if its only for the moment then i wish for the next couple weeks to come to please be kind.
in the begining of this month i was over emotional and i thought it wouldn’t stop
today i relized how better im breathing and the lump thats always in my throat has decreased in size.
im proud...
dear myself.
remember.
Remember that things are always going to change and get crazy.
but not for forever.
remember your boyfriend truely loves you and would never hurt you and will always stand beside you.
remember you have family whose there for you one hundred percent.
and you have friends who would kill for you.
your not alone
your not a complete wreck
and your more then semi...
Omg seriously if the jet make two more touch downs ima killem
sleeping to agustana goodnight tumblr
This is me.PersonalDNA →
my last homeowkr packet was the most enlighting
romeo and juliet
i got to do a paper on the movie Romeo+Juliet
i watched the ending of it and cried haha
then i had to do a small writing part about a speech and i choose lamont carey - she said she loved me.
its more of a peom but i figured it would work which it did =]
anyways its now like two in the morning i want to take a shower but i...
almost done -_-
just got done wit romeo and juliet i already knew most of the answers since its a story ive read a million plus times.
now i have to do two small essays and liek three word charts then i can say im done uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggh
content:)
doing homework but tumblr is so distracting.
i just dont feel like reading the odysy or romeo and juiliet.
blah.
been at my babies lately
hes always so stressed out about something or his back is hurting and it sucks cuase its the kind of things i cant fix.
i just want him to be happy ya know but as long as im there for him and listen i think things will start to even out.
oh i...
I want a tattoo ….riiiiiiiiiight now
I’m not good at anything
I have no talent.
All I can do is make up
I feel worthless…
He told his brother I couldn’t draw and it felt like a slap to the face when he knows I wanted to go to art school.
That’s officially out the window.
I reall sat there and teared up to the point I got up and walked away.
I guess I always knew I wasn’t good but fuck.
Doesn’t mean...
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I gave in.
Gave into the craving.
Gave into the red.
Only small ones.
Not enough to satisfy me.
I wanted to bleed for a little bit.
But I have to hide them so I stopped before I got carried away.
I wanted more and more just see which will bleed the most.
I hope they’re unnoticeable.
I didn’t want to stop.
I want to bleed.
Bleed everything thing out.
Bleed enough to satisfy me for...
So today my mom and dad had a meeting with both attorneys together.
my dad did exactly what we were hoping he wouldn’t
february 8 is the court date discussing custody.
i will be there. my brothers will be there. and everyone else who will vouch for us.
we’ll win.
we will slam him down so hard.
he really wants to try to put out there that my moms a bad mom.
like she doesnt give...