He sent a flash of red over my heart. For the first time he made it crack. It wasn’t something big but big enough to inflict on my emotions. It was just a question but one that shouldn’t had been asked. I got mad, i yelled and pushed him away. For some reason the tears wouldn’t come out of my eyes like i had expected but i could feel my nostrils flaring the louder i got. He apologized and said he was stupid and im the only girl he wants. I told him he lost my trust and he knows it hurt me. Now i can’t stop thinking of ways to make myself better for him. I don’t want to loose him and he said he doesn’t want to loose me. But we all know words are just air. I told him to prove it. and now im dying my hair and getting a new peircing. Because i think if im prettier he’ll never think of leaving me.
I hate being a girl.
